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for reasons best kept to myself, i'm really going crazy right now.
my mind is in a spin, and i'm not entirely sure what i should do.
어떡해? 미치겠어...

i shall just heed the lyrics from carrie underwood's song.
and in the meantime sort out my thoughts.

I'm flat on the floor with my head down low
Where the sky can't rain on me anymore
Don't knock on my door
'Cause I won't come
I'm hidin' from the storm till the damage gets done

난 무서워... :'(

right i said i'd do the blog quiz abt your life's soundtrack, didnt i?
with not a clue in the world about how the heck my soundtrack is gonna sound like, here i go~

If your life were a movie, what would the soundtrack be?

Opening Credits:
Seishun Amigo - Shuji to Akira

Birth:
SHINee World - SHINee
(wakakakaka i'm born into the SHINee World)

Waking Up:
Aisenai Aishitai - DBSK
(no link...)

First Day At School:
幸福的左岸 - 张力尹
(i got a happy time at school it seems. although this song is qt a sad song?)

Falling In Love:
우산 - Epik High ft Younha
(wah i fall in love under an umbrella?)

Fight Song:
夜曲 - 周杰伦
(somebody sack the soundtrack producer o_o how can this be a fight song!)

Breaking Up:
会读书 - 林俊杰
(no link. at all. it would be qt a ridiculous reason to break up wouldn't it?)

Prom:
Miracle - Super Junior
(life couldn't get better~~)

Life:
第二天堂 - 林俊杰
(nice~ ^^)

Driving:
"O" - 正·反·合 - DBSK
(i must be feeling pretty angsty while driving.)

Flashback:
等一个晴天 - 蔡淳佳

Getting Back Together:
Deja Vu - SS501
(LOL)

Wedding:
Timeless - 张力尹 ft Xiah Junsu
(awwwww so sweet)

Birth Of Child:
Picture Perfect - Chris Brown

Final Battle:
마지막 인사 - Big Bang
(now this is foreboding. last farewell yo. but... an emo song with a happy tune?)

Death Scene:
Heaven - FT Island
(ok now this is more like it. i'm going to heaven now~)

Funeral Song:
世界唯一的你 - 曹格

End Credits:
Honey (소원) - SNSD
(happy ending?)


ahha so some parts of the soundtrack did fit after all. :D
*end boredom*

since today was a boring day, i did a blogquiz for the first time in my life~
thanks to sophia lah. ^^
here i go!

1. The person who tagged you is?
Sophia Zheng Yuan Hui. I rmb her full name! :D

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
friends from NDP'07 :)

3. Your five impressions of him/her?
funny, great friend, siaopok, sometimes sarcastic, 讲义气!

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
nt too sure whether its counted as 'memorable', but she actually took a liking to an FT Island song. my reaction was a combination of :O and :D

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
"where's my FT Island songs!" .__.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
scream and wonder why such a terrible thing is happening to me.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
her gender orientation.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
punch her. how dare she! XD

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
i insulted jaejin? idk. but i think its highly unlikely that she'll become my enemy anyway~

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
send her FT Island songs. which i will do so whn she comes online :)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
crazy lor.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
good. because if they feel bad about me, they won't be around me. :)

13. The characteristics you love of yourself are?
everything. what's not to love? *acts zilian* just kidding, i have no idea.

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are?
nothing that i hate, but a fair few i dislike.

15. The most ideal person you would like to be is?
nobody's ideal. so i shall be myself~

16. For people that like you and care about you, say something to them?
thanks for liking me + caring about me. i like you and care about you too! :D

17. Pass this quiz on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you?

1) Clare
2) Yin Yee
3) Jesmine
4) Tomoe
5) Emily Tan
6) Zhu Wei
7) Myra
8) Hui Ju
9) i dont know who to pass to le haha.
10) whoever has too much time to kill lor.

18. Who is (6) having a relationship with? [Zhu Wei]
i know who she WANTS to have one with (and theres alot), but none atm.

19. Is (9) a male or female? [i dont know who to pass to le haha]
idk which one specifically, but it definitely is either one.

20. If (7) and (10) get together, will it be a good thing? [Myra and whoever has too much time to kill lor]
it depends on who (10) is lor. but (10) will definitely score points if he happens to be either Zac Efron or SpongeBob Squarepants.

21. What is (2) studying about? [Yin Yee]
she's learning korean atm. lucky girl? haha~

22. When was the last time you had a chat with (3)? [Jesmine]
a proper conversation i dont qt rmb leh. was probably on 21 nov whn we went down to see mcom trng.

23. What kind of music band does (8) like? [Hui Ju]
the two names that flashed immediately into my mind are Super Junior and SHINee. i have no idea who else though.

24. Does (1) have any siblings? [Clare]
yupp, one younger sister.

25. Will you woo (3)? [Jesmine]
you have got to be kidding me.

26. How about (7)? [Myra]
not really likely.

27. Is (4) single? [Tomoe]
mrs shimtobe. go figure :)

28. What is the surname of (5)? [Emily Tan]
the word that comes after Emily. *points up*

29. What is the hobby of (10)? [whoever has too much time to kill lor]
there is a wide variety, which includes killing time.

30. Do (5) and (9) get along well? [Emily Tan and i dont know who to pass to le haha]
i would certainly hope so. it's a nice thing to get along well :)

31. Where is (2) studying at? [Yin Yee]
up to the point of graduation this year, CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School.

32. Talk something casually about (1)? [Clare]
she's short. great things come in small sizes ^^

33. Have you tried developing feelings for (8)? [Hui Ju]
._______.

34. Where does (9) live? [i dont know who to pass to le haha]
i would assume its somewhere on this planet.

35. What colour does (4) like? [Tomoe]
shld be black.

36. Are (5) and (1) best friends? [Emily Tan and Clare]
(1) is MY best friend hmph. ;) but i'm sure they'd be good friends if they met :)

37. Does (1) have any pets? [Clare]
as far as i know, not right now.

38. Is (7) the sexiest person in the whole world? [Myra]
i... don't think so. HEH. :P

39. What is (10) doing now? [whoever has too much time to kill lor]
killing time.


and that's the end of the quiz! :)
yay i successfully killed alot of time lalalala~
i found another quiz thingy about your life's soundtrack or smth.
i'll go do it and probably post up the answers tmr. :D

i totally don't know what people are trying to prove knw.
you want to prove that you are brimming with passion issit?
tell you wht, i dont think what i see is passion lor.
you're taking the whole affair as a freaking joke.
and i really don't see the point in faking passion for it since you don't even know how to treat it seriously and let alone respect it.

and that, very simply, has turned off my enthusiasm about something i used to be very interested in, that i actually used to like very much.

leaving such unhappy things behind, the 1.5 days of dtc'08 that i experienced was filled with quite alot of things alr!
it includes being completely befuddled and tricked by a junior,
being completely maddened by another,
killing time by doing rather weird things like playing Hang Tomoe,
having a rather interesting outdoor cooking session,
and a sudden "state of emergency".
just from that, i am rather tired.
but i'm still blogging.
maybe i will just be slping like a log tonight. :)

thn i'll forget whatever SHE's been saying to me.
there has been no train of thought whatsoever in the conversation.
she is being presumptious and predicting my feelings for me with unnerving certainty.

what i'm hearing is freaking me out.
i need to seek refuge by listening to music.
i swear it's the only thing keeping me sane now.

grad night is over~~~
it was quite an interesting experience i guess.
learnt alot from it :)

fact remains that i'm still stuck home alone for the next week.
oh well nvm.
another interesting experience?
going out for majority of the week anyway.

i forgot to bring my jewellery ><
im such a toothead :/
so anyway borrowed abby's earrings.
which will most prob only be returned in mid-jan? HURRR.

i look fat in most of my photos :(
i need to lose weight manxz.
zen me ban! :/

hmm.
i shall go on a linking-ppl spree now yay.
at, um, 1:15 in the morning :)

i am having fun singing songs in an msn convo to an audience of 8 participants out of which i think nobody is listening.
cos we are cool like that, and i am embarrassing like that.

i apologise to everyone in the convo now, for spoiling your virtual msn ears and for not linking anyone yet.
i'll get round to linking soon, promise~

i think everyone there is abit high now.
i continue singing by myself to take my mind off grad night.

collected AADBSK2 dvd from cousin alr!
i suspect the maid was suspicious of my identity can.
but whyyyy! i look so normal and harmless lah.
but who cares, i got the dvd anyway.
cant wait for dbsk dvd party! wooots~

lalalala.
i'll blog tmr if i still have energy.
(most prob i will lah. HEE)

and just because i feel like ending it this way:

then, up to here -

I FREAKING HATE GRAD NIGHT NOW.
*angry*
maybe it'll be fun in the end, idk.
but for now i really, REALLY hate it.

it causes me to miss out on the chance to go portugal.
and see a nice country where there's WINTER and the weather is COLD, or at least cool.
it causes me to be stuck at home for around 8 or 9 days with a maid that seems to be suffering from depression.
you dont wanna know how it feels like to open a door and see her kneeling and crying outside your room whn you didnt freaking do anything.
i swear i never did anything. i never even TALKED to her.
i am freaking scared of her now can.
and it causes me to spend money and feel tired and waste time.

AND I AM FREAKING SCARED OF SCARY PPL ON MSN WHO TALK TO ME AND PESTER ME AND WHATEVER.
i am neither pretty nor nice enough to warrant this.
neither do i think i did anything bad enough to deserve this.
DAMN SCARY OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i shall run to a corner and cry over my miserable life.
goodbye.

being a creature of impulse, i am blogging when my imagination is running away with me right now.

popping by abigail's chalet on tuesday~
mum finally allowed me to go, YESSS!
havent gone cycling in ages ^^

as for why my imagination is running away with me?
blame the 노래방!
maybe i will find $10 worth in coins beneath the sofas or smth?
thn i'll tear down the room if that's the case :)

this post is so incoherent.
it must be because it's past midnight now.
to those who bother to read, i apologise for wasting your time.
i'll end it here then.
long day tmr~

i stayed up till 3am last night to finish _____________.
looking back i think it was kind of like torture hurr.
but at least now it's over and it can never bother me again~~
*happy*

you got the wrong number~
you got the wrong number~
i said you got the wrong number
so don't call me no more~~~~

these lines crack me up so bad :)
its just like rainism and that stupid "i gotta be a bad boy" line.
srsly lah. what on earth...

now that i've done my part of the deal, it's over :)
if you try bothering me again, i'll just tell you
you got the wrong number
so don't call me no more~~~~ :)

i am in a quite happy mood today yay~
i shall play games on the comp now!
bye~~

i was in a strange mood for the whole of today.
possibly cos... O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER YAY!

firstly... happy birthday to jesminetan! ahaha~
everybody was counting down to her birthday pls.
even ppl who dont know her (:

so anyway, went to eat at pizza hut! XD
haven't been there in ages~~
before that walked around abit and jesmine and yinyee bought stuff.
i dont think tomoe bought any stuff haha. can't rmb liao.
anyways pizza hut was niceeee.
jesmine ate half a pizza :P
i <3 calamari rings :D
jesmine laughed so loudly that it was abit embarrassing haha.
tomoe's impression of the ABC song in trot was abit...
hmm.
senior citizen's vocal cords not working too well :P
i'm older than her, but i'm not the one who likes trot so much that i try to sing other songs i know in trot version :)

rights thn we went orchard to walk!
ended up not watching quantum of solace in the end, AWWWW.
but went around HMV and i bought stuff!
i spent like $50 today and i still owe jesmine $14.
AMAZING SIA.
that's more than 1/3 of my savings blown thankyou :/
i'm still quite happy with the stuff i bought nonetheless :)

thn we ate ddeokbokgi!
act i only ate two pieces :P
its spicy~~~ to me, at least :)
as in its not really that spicy whn you first eat it, but after a while the taste starts to get to you.
but its qt nice haha!
i will probably go and buy it again, just that i will need alot of time and alot of water to finish :P
oh and i couldnt resist buying takoyaki :)

doesnt sound like we did alot, but i am rather sleepy now.
haha i shall examine my CDs and... um. i dont know yet.
i shall eat! haha. i'm hungryyyy. :/
doesnt seem like i ate alot today nehxz.

hmm grad night tickets are pretty~
abit looking forward to grad night hee.
although it seems to be a little troublesome but ah well.
i spose it'll all be worthwhile :))

suddenly i'm at a loss for things to say again.
i shall end it here :)

i was very recently distracted from bio cos i needed to take care of the needs of those unfortunate souls who are getting 老花眼 and thus were unable to see the small small font (:

haha me the non-IT retard managed to change the font without making the rest of the blog fonts extremely big too. ((:

tmr jesmine's birthday~ (:
haha and the end of Os too!
major celebration~~~
i didnt study as hard as i was sposed to, heh.
too busy keeping up with SHINee ^^
AMIGO! <3

i dont know what to write after "AMIGO! <3" alr.
so, up to here.

AMIGO! <3

the feeling of not being able to do anything for someone is quite miserable.
i know empty words and life philosophies won't be what she needs.
there's no point bringing it up first, so i won't say anything.

i shall just pray for her.
pray that with God's grace, she will remain happy and well.
and most importantly pray for her family's happiness and well-being as well.

that's all i can do for her for now.
as a friend who really lacks a lot.

God bless.

how ironic is it that when i told myself i cannot fall asleep while studying lit, i still ended up too tired for words, and now that i really really want to get a good sleep to pre-celebrate the end of Os, I CANT FREAKING SLEEP.

i am brain-dead atm and hecka tired, but i just can't sleep.
i lie down and try to sleep, but my mind's like "No, you must go study smth."
at times like this, i really hate my brain.

technically speaking there are only two more hours to the end of Os right.
one hour next wednesday and one hour next thursday.
XD
oh well.
sumo house on monday~~
can't wait :D
v long nvr go out and eat with friends like that liao.
there will be plenty of chances ahead~ (:

ah well.
shall tidy up itunes and then attempt to sleep.

louisa is bored and is currently thinking of what she should do after Os.
thats thinking abit too far ahead right.
i need quite a fair bit of money after Os it seems.

1. Quantum of Solace XDDDDDDDD (james bond ftw)
2. Nobuta wo Produce
3. Random stuff at HMV that I don't even know about yet.
4. Dress and shoes for prom. -shudders-
5. Random stuff anywhere that I don't even know about yet.

-checks piggybank-

HEH.

in the meantime, i need to take a chinese exam (FOR THE FINAL TIME OMG YAY) and a lit exam. urgh i do hate lit y'know. and chem and bio paper 1, but those are... siann.

i've been screwing up all my papers lately dammit.
RAWRR.

and i am still bored.
see you~~

if you still come here, thank you very very much (:

i couldnt resist, so sue me (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgYk6xRAl6c&fmt=18

i have been waiting for this for ages!
it almost clears up the misery that has been O levels.
almost.

i still dislike having my fate and future decided by a bunch of people i don't even know.

anyways.
ten more days before i become a much happier girl ((:

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LEE! YIN! YEE!
i love you too (: