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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

so maybe you're finally being honest.
but thats not my business any more.
you made it none of your business, thus it is not mine either.

나는 지금 외롭지 않아
나는 지금 슬프지 않아
너 없이도

:D




Monday, March 17, 2008

please pardon me for being mean, but...
please just stop your nonsense.
not helping you, definitely not helping me, not helping anyone else either.
im sorry, but you're not the only one who gets pissed off.
you're not the only one who has the privilege to feel down in the dumps.
and misery doesnt always love company.
misery never loves anyway.

so the saying goes, you shouldn't put all your eggs in one basket.
if you're going to put them all in one basket anyway, it'd probably be better not to put them all in your own basket.
when the eggs fall out of the basket and break, they'll break on your shoe and the mess won't be pleasant enough to clean.

NC4, NC10, NA5! <3
i believe you all did really well! even if i only saw fd:/
it'll be fine! there'll be a next year, a better year! <333




Thursday, March 13, 2008

your every sms makes me want to throw my phone a million miles away.
your every email makes me want to shake my screen till the screws come out.

its not that i mind you asking me to do stuff.
im perfectly fine with it, its only right that i contribute.
but not just throwing sms after sms, email after email at me and acting like im supposed to know what's going on, when you know very well i couldn't have known because i wasnt there, and not strictly because i refused to go.
or maybe no one just bothered to tell me, because i'm just that insignificant, and i ought only to appear when needed, or rather when wanted, since i doubt i was ever needed in this whole mess.

you, just leave me alone and let me cool off by myself.
i will get back to you once i've cooled down.
and don't worry, i won't make you wait.
i won't do anything more than necessary, because this is unlike other things where i put in more than i am obliged to.
but if you come and talk your crap nonsense to me before i've cooled completely,
i assure you i will come after you and skin you alive.

goodbye.




Saturday, March 08, 2008

first of all:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARE!
omg you're 16 alr.
now bestie has to wait 2 months for my birthday ((:

oh man mrs goh told me to stay focused and work steadily in the months ahead, and that i will surely get there.

:DDDDDD

that despite my prediction going exceedingly awry and my mum being about to kill me despite what i got.
RAWRR.

i hate the number 69.5, i absolutely detest it.
the number 72.0 is magic on my ppr.
the number 76.3 is a pure miracle.
i bet there's some strange way of calculating the marks, cos the average of 20.0 and 80.0 cannot be 41.4.

the school is mad la.
as my results get worse, they pull up the expected grade.
no wonder underperforming laaaaaa.
but aiya wells.
i shall somehow remain optimistic.
i shall get there.
somehow.

ohh man.
pls dont murder the language anymore.
not like i dont butcher my english and chinese.
but yours is damn strange can.
rawrr.

why did you talk to me about 叶湘伦's dad betraying 路小雨's trust,
if you were going to, or already did, do the same thing to me?

why did you act like you knew me so well, why did you twist my words,
when what actually happened is so vastly different from your version?

more basically,
what are you playing at?

im sorry.




Sunday, March 02, 2008

if i looked in the mirror of erised right now, i'd probably see:
a) my mother not screaming at me despite seeing this term's ppr
b) certain people leaving me alone at last

just because it's not in-your-face, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
just because i dont say anything, doesn't mean i'm perfectly fine with it.
just because i didnt tell you to shut up, doesn't mean i acknowledge what you said.

how incoherent, how senseless.
i shall abandon this for now.
byebye.