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Sunday, February 11, 2007
idiot bunch of ppl.

我太愚蠢了。
还以为有多光荣呢。
就是因为这样才要努力啊。
孰料换来的是你的鄙视、你的侮辱。
值得在哪里?
别把那堆废话丢给我。
我听过几万次了。
废话始终是废话,讲了多少次仍然是废话。
这不是我的义务,是我的选择。
而我的选择却是你影响的。
多凑巧啊。
不过这样也并没有什么不好。
至少不用继续愚蠢地生活在一个虚伪的世界里任由你摆布。

it's not worth it.
it's just not worth it.
i believe this is the ending you wanted.
go ahead and celebrate it then.
i know you want to.




Wednesday, February 07, 2007
on the verge of giving up

where do you get the fuel to light up a fire that burned out?

dno why im just super tired these days. maybe i'm just burned out. maybe i'm trying too hard. or maybe i'm trying even when i shouldn't.

gahh. everything is so siannnnn k. siann siann siann.

IT is supposed to stiffen my resolve. but then again, how are you supposed to re-ignite a fire that died?

拼了这么久,还不是一场空。既然到头来力拼的结果是不存在的,为何还要继续累坏自己?为何还要拼?




Monday, February 05, 2007
grr

bad case of hiccups all throughout today. its not fun okay, esp when everywhere hurts from coughing too much and some apparent respiratory problems :/

then trng today, i shall not comment on it.

its after training that, wells. very funny haha. lalalalala. i dont care lor, not like i can care much when your "future" is planned out for you by five different people and labels are, um, plastered on your head.

i was just innocently imitating the spastic "fang4 dian4" action that daren did on the project superstar finals trailer, and then brenda went mad. the rest is history.

there is an elit test on thursday, surprisingly this week appears to be qt relaxing. (thank goodness)

okay, everyone is asking me abt my nick cos they think its sposed to mean sth but srsly, its pure randomness, and for want of a better phrase i put that in to fill in the gap. case closed.

i am very sian now and virtually no one is online, i think i shld go and slp soon.




Saturday, February 03, 2007
sick :/

running a qt-high fever, so didnt go to sch today. aaahhh my chem test :/

oops, i just realised that this means i kept xinru's geog notes for ... -sheepish grin-

stupid nini, play with my kitsune until the bead dropped off :/

hehe now im reminded of ystd which was qt a funny one, and nini demonstrated her extremely loud laughing skills agn (exceptionally loud when she is laughing in a nearly-empty tauhuay shop).

hurr i reckon my cls is probably having their chem test now. :/




Friday, February 02, 2007
still sick.

most prob will not be going for orientation tmr cos im still having a tepid-sponging-worthy fever.

they dont get worried unless it hits 40 deg C la. panadol conquers all :)

tomoe is taking an awfully long time in the toilet. hehe that was random.

im boredd, no nice shows to watch, slept too much in the afternoon... bahh.

i shall go find a way to entertain myself.