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this has happened a little too often alr :/

i decide to blog.
i sign in to blogger.
i access the Create Posts page.
and then i don't know what to do anymore.

so then, i give up.

hurr hurr.

stupid sch is robbing me of all my cash and savings :/
i owe jesmine five bucks. gahhhhhh. and i still have to pay five bucks for cls fund okaay.

it is rather entertaining to see the spastic expressions jesmine tan has cultivated since young and also to hear her gushing about how cute she was last time. and the desperate attempts to pretend to be doing homework when we were really in her parents' room staring at all her old photos. and there she was covering all the OBSCENE pics. hurr its not so much of obscene than embarrassing. and thankyou for that 39-days-in-advance bday present :)

i glance at my piggy bank, and sigh at the dire financial situation i am in right now.

I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF CASH.

am currently obsessed with phantom of the opera, music of the night and memory. :D

:D:D:D:D:D

tomorrow is friday.
which means the day after tomorrow is saturday.
I WANT THE FULL FLAG DAY HOURS LEHHHH.
will i get them?
gahh.
i resolve to stand far far away from the person who caused me to be blacklisted the other time.

THAT VERY PERSON.

i dont care, i shall pay the class fund tmr and owe jesmine money until i get pocket money agn. -still thinking about money-

and all of a sudden, i realised.
i miss the admiralty primary school i once knew.
the campus, the people, the environment.
most importantly, the freedom to go where i want to without being shooed unceremoniously away by ungrateful people.
its no wonder the number of alumnae going back is decreasing year by year.

YAYE ITS BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN

I CAN SEE THE BLOGS I COULDNT SEE JUST EARLIER TODAY

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

-rejoices-

i just realised i have not touched homework at all. poop.

thankyou thankyou michelle chia for the teddy bear!!!! i <3 it loads!!! wheeeeeeeeeeee. adorable teddy.

im still thinking about homework now. you see the destructive nature of homework to good moods. bahhh.

-sharp turn into bad mood-

HUMPH.

zcom over

havent been blogging for ages.

zcom's like finally over.

gna feel a little lost without trainings though. but wells.... gotta set my priorities right if i want my parents to stop breathing down my neck every time i go online.

SITI HAWA WAS OUR LOVELY STEWARD FOR ZCOM DAY!
we had like alot fun la. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. zi-highing in the holding room like nobody's business, and esp funny was when there were 3 ppl burping at jesmine :D

aahh. the AHEM AHEM thing that is going on is pretty cool! wheeee. funnnnnnnnnnnn.

i feel so much more accomplished this yr :) even though theres still a slight lingering tinge of disappointment.

NC1: overall 2nd, best nursing
NC6: overall 3rd, best leader
NA2: overall champ, best fd, best nursing, best cpr, best leader, challenge trophy

YAYE!!!!!!! falallalalalalalalalalla.

oops am a bit zi-highing right now. hmm.

curse you stupid internet, dont let me access ppl's blogs
ARGHH.

i want a new phone. esp one that has a decent ALARM. do you know how irritating it is to rush out of the house without breakfast consecutively twice? rawrr.

jesmine aikching louisa rachael brenda michelle.
my nc6, my one and only.

FLEA!
FLEA FLY!
FLEA FLY NC6!
JESMINE!
JESMINE AIKCHING LOUISA RACHAEL
OHH BRENDA AND MICHELLE CHIA
NC NC NC NC NC NC NC6!
NC NC NC NC NC NC NC6!

woots.






so now its back to ordinary school life. siannn diao.

you are my raison d'etre, my purpose of existence.

you dont care do you

homework, you suck. really

I WANT MY PHONE BACK!!!! rawrr. even though desiree says the motorola one is nicer. i agree too, actually, but motorola is not user-friendly and ALL MY CONTACTS ARE IN THE SONY ERICSSON ONE!!!! i want my phone i want my phone i want my phone i want my phone. come to think of it, i want my ez-link card i want my ez-link card i want my ez-link card i want my ez-link card as well.

the holidays are over. im kind of glad. then i dont have to face that PERSON every day. she drives me up the wall and makes my blood boil. full-stop, nuff said.

ignorance is bliss
only for the ignorant one.
it's not fair, is it?
but since when have you cared about fairness
except when it concerns yourself
if it causes others misery
who bloody cares.

that's your mentality
how unfortunate can that get.

happy birthday jazzie!!!! ahhaha sorry for sending your bday msg so late la. aiyaaah. haha :)


hehe i like this song :p its the winter sonata soundtrack, chinese version

张信哲——从开始到现在

如果这是最好的结局
为何我还忘不了你
时间改变了我们
告别了单纯
如果重逢也无法继续
失去才算是永恒
惩罚我的认真
是我太过天真
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在
也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认
你是我不该爱的人
如果再见是为了再分
失去才算是永恒
已死心的记忆
为何还要再生
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在
也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认
你是我不该爱的人
拿什么作证
从未想过爱一个人
需要那么残忍
才证明爱得深
难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在
也同样落得不可能
难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认
你是我爱错了的人

slc

slc over!

wells i cant deny that its a great feeling to be able to bathe properly without having to worry about used pads stuck in the toilet bowl agn. but i actually qt enjoyed slc lor. i think it makes a lovely difference haha.

DAY ONE!
3 Truth came to the camping ground
To our dismay this place was unsound
Scream, 3 Truth, scream
3 Truth apply your sunblock cream :)

arrived at sch and met the trainers hadi and wani. they were qt dots at first la. haha. then left for sarimbun scout camp which is in ulu ulu lim chu kang! its really really ulu okay, it takes this ultra long dirt road just to reach it from lim chu kang's already-ulu main roads. surprisingly we had to wait until like late afternoon to settle into the a-huts and dorms? and the hut was amazingly small okay. like hurrr. but emily tan, yanlin, siyun, suwenn, beverly, vanessa, jazzie, myra-who-did-not-stay-overnight-at-all, abigail, me and natalie loh had to squeeze in. so me and jazzie took the top! haha. the only two people who brought groundsheets, although in the end we ended up using jazzie's one only because hers was big enough for two people anyway.

then the first activity was rafting, where yanlin showed off her knots and lashings :) and our raft floated!! yaye. then after that was kayaking, where mr adrian capsized TWICE and caused the poor trainer to capsize while trying to lift him up. then vanessa went to kiss the trees, while hilary nearly decapitated me and sarah with her paddle, and then jazzie and i nearly capsized in the deep sea while getting banged by people who were going off-course. and some ppl like nearly went to visit the malaysian kelongs okay. i rmb after kayaking was rock wall, and charlyne and nat chen can really climb okay! like wow. but only nat managed to touch the white line la. although its qt obvious she was super tired at the end, but i mean who wouldnt be la?

campfire preparation was thrown out the window cos there just wasnt enough time. then after dinner was night hike, which was so lameeeeeeee as it was just walking through the not-even-very-dark campsite and using the dark to look inside you for what you fear the most. like sorry lor, i just dont see the point. then after that was the super-high song session, which i really really like cos it was damn zi-high and it was qt weird seeing all the guys acting gay la. haha. then after that was shower (AT LONG LAST), supper and then slp time.


DAY TWO!
3 Truth decided to carry on
Like we had a choice our freedom was gone
Bathe, 3 Truth, bathe
Hopefully the water is that safe
after breakfast was abseiling -shudders- i crashed into the wall TWICE okay while watching the others do zipline which is like super funnnn. wahhh i love zipline argh. after abseiling was the challenging rope course thing, where i only did like the low element, which was alr qt scary for me cos i was like falling off? and then on the high element everyone was like declaring their love for 3T! haha 3T forever :) and charlotte could even lead the class in saying a komama cheer while walking up there la. pro sia.

after the crc was archery, where i cant shoot for nuts. but charlyne arh, before she went to shoot she was still saying that it would fly everywhere, end up she was the first to shoot the balloon okay. not abit pro only. the next one was choryi, then after that nobody managed to shoot the balloon alr. haha.

walau outdoor cooking!?!?!?!?! thats the only decent meal i DIDNT have there okay. grrr. it is a dumping session, where you dump all your maggi mee into the pot and dump all the water into the pot to cook it, then after that the trainer dumps all the maggi mee onto the plate and you dump it all into your stomach (or the rubbish bag, as some ppl did). and the sarimbun hunt is like HURRR. no comments la, its like aimless walking around lim chu kang. and smelling all the cow dung.

then after that was dinner and the campfire!!!! omg the campfire is super fun, what with the idea of general YAMAMOTO (haha) taking over the campsite and his subordinate KOICHI-san (lame) and all. then the campfire was about the idea of general YAMAMOTO being overthrown, and then there was what stnicks idol la. myra is officially 3T's idol :) and jesmine became the person in the tv :) then zhuwei became a lamppost la, then it was qt funny and all. but their fire is so weak la, they kept adding in more wood but it just wouldnt last till the end, even when they exhausted all their kerosene supplies. in the end they got so desperate that they were pouring alcohol onto the fire okay, and they even started resorting to stupid things like throwing people's perfume into the fire? and when it was nearing the end of campfire, they threw the entire perfume thing into the fire. tsk tsk so lame. and alot of bn cheers were resurfacing in the slc campfire agn :)

Into our A-huts we clambered in
It really seemed like we were in a dustbin
Squeeze, 3 Truth, squeeze
Can you don't kick my pretty face please?

DAY THREE! LAST DAY!
Finally we reached the end of camp
It really wasnt that bad in the end
Cheer, 3 Truth, cheer
3 Truth made it in the end!
area cleaning was sucky okay. like hello, TWO used pads? -blegh- but it was at least better than cleaning the toilets haha :p then we had team building, which was qt lame, and challenge valley. the milo water and the tyre tunnel was SO FUN okay!!!!! omg it rocks. except that my shorts were so trasnparent :/ but how i didnt have any more shorts.
and my shoe decided to open up at that point in time, so i had to trade shoes with hilary. obviously, when i went home, my own shoes went straight to the bin.
haha i pity 3U and 3W ppl, had to do the outdoor cooking and the hike on the last day. tsk tsk tsk. but the lunch was quite nice, haha. then prize presentations and closinggg...

and I LOST MY STUPID HANDPHONE AND EZ-LINK CARD ON THE BUS!!!! RAWRR.

i hate my rashes. argh. its a super gu-niang trait of getting rashes due to dirty slacks :/ and speaking of gu-niangs, i hereby declare war on all gu-niangs. haha.




the one and only reason was to break away from reality.
and it was only for that brief moment.
but what a sweet moment it was.

Labels: slc

whateverrrrrrr

omg why is my hand trembling so madly. i cant even hold my mouse straight okaaay. must be the result of writing too much. what a perfect way to end off the term lor, an elit unseen prose test that nearly happened (until mr nunn decided to postpone it to term 2 wk 1 yay), zuo wen (where i went mad talking about golden retrievers, and thankyou lijia for telling me that its called huang jin lie quan) and chem test

CHEM TEST SUCKS ARGH. now i realise i cant tell the diff between a structural formula and a dot-and-cross diagram :D

oh yeah and i failed my maths test by like 1.5 marks :/ while stupid naifu got like 42 out of 45?!?!?!?!?!?!! and he was like slping throughout the maths test okay. as in he did so fast that he had loads of time to slp. qian bian ppl. well, its now qt official that surds, indices and logarithms thoroughly disagree with me.

during recess we stoned ard in the fam lounge "celebrating the farewell of the hci guys", as well as the march babies :D and the chocolate cake is superrrrrrrrrr nice okay. falalalala. so basically had nth throughout recess except a puny slice of chocolate cake. :/ but it was good while it lasted :D and evidently, isabella cant cut cakes, and sarah loves chocolate cake!!! she ate her slice in less than a minute okay, and her mouth wasnt even very very messy or sth. thats a chocoholic for you.

went home with jesmine today and met qiqin along the way, so the three of us went home tgt and talked abt slc as well as experiences from past adventure camps. haha, a surprising amount of ppl dont know what is abseiling. hmm.

-stones around-

im sposed to be packing bag for slc now. :/ i dont feel like getting down to it lehhhhh.

if rafting is the first thing on the itinerary tmr, does that mean we're getting friendly with the milo pool straight away??

if i lose control again, it's going to be you.

blah blah blah

i proudly declare that i managed to rmb the new password etc for the new blogger. -feels accomplished-

okay, today was a hyper sucky day cos i came to sch and found out that i didnt do ANY of the 1376981732059817230951 homework over the weekend, and ended up like practically none of them were due that day. :/

i finally bought my new blouses!!! yaye. haha. feels so good to have more than one blouse in the cupboard agn.

hurr hurr hurr.

those secret black and midnight hags!

i think we should all just sit back, relax and enjoy the show.
not just any old show!
it's a show of hypocrisy, a tragic tale of terribly erratic mentalities and heart-wrenching situational irony, a story of biting sarcasm and twisted humour. twisted humour in the sense that if you actually closely observe what happened, you will notice a rather amusing pattern, but the amusement is so bogged down by the twisting plot of the show that it is almost non-existent.

and then theres this amazing quote that i saw from a ppt in chinese class today. it's about a bao zi and everything, but thats not the main point. the main point is this:

就像一群养在池塘里的鱼，生存的意义就是等待死亡。


O spite! O hell! I see you all are bent
To set against me for your merriment.
If you were civil and knew courtesy,
You would not do me thus much injury.
Can you not hate me - as I know you do -
But must you join in souls to mock me too?

i shall here and now solemnly swear to love midsummer night's dream from here on. :D

Labels: time for a show :)

im being lame.

okay haha i have yet to tell anyone about the relink but here's my new post after switching to the new blogger.

mind you, that was an involuntary switch. i was brutally FORCED into it. stupid blogger.

wells wells, i have just had the most wonderful sensation of having three tests in a day, which is already very draining in itself and i find myself spending a lot more time with my pillow than with my homework. tsk tsk tsk, not very good eh.

ms poore marks the tests superrrrrrr fast okay. like you can take the test in the morning and get it back before you go home. whoopeeeee. not complaining though, i mean, its qt a good thing :D ahem, not like if you take the test before chinese new year and you get it like when yuan xiao jie is approaching. and you have to get scolded for it. -hint hint-

oh yessss, the blackboard has now been officially updated to a greenboard!!!!!! lalalala its super fun to write on la. but i think theres a special technique to hold the marker, cos ms poore can get the ink for all the markers out just fine, but mrs tan's handwriting is like invisible on the board. hmm. and its super fun to rub off la. woo-hoo :) fyi, greenboard = whiteboard, except its green. :D

oh yeahhhhh! i love these examples of sheer lack of common sense or first aid knowledge! guess the most irritating thing is that these people are actually trying to spread their wonderful knowledge around. as far as i know, none of these methods really seem to work.

an email i received qt some time ago. in some kind of chain mail thing.
-how to treat stroke: you know how stroke kind of renders one side of your body immobile? use your free hand to take a needle and prick the fingertips of your other hand. after a while, your stroke will cure itself.

(excuse me, stroke is when there is like a blood clot/ruptured blood vessel in the brain, the blood supply to your brain is alr cut off and you are still wasting precious blood by pricking your finger? bu yao ming ah.)

hyperventilation. by a certain someone.
-give the person ten seconds to control his/her breathing.
(ahem, someone is alr breathing unnaturally quickly and you still want to give her a time limit to control it? -knocks on this someone's brain- ahem ahem, dont you think that might actually have a reverse effect???)

-give a BROWN bag pls.
(yes, dear, please give a brown plastic bag and watch your friend suffocate to death.)

-talk, that'll help control the breathing
(whateverrrrrrr. your poor casualty is probably just going to splutter and get even less oxygen.)


sprains/fractures. jesmine told me abt this one but i forgot who told her about it.
-when you get a sprain put your leg in a cast. when you get a fracture you dont have to do anything because it cant be seen.
(i break your leg i see whether you want to do anything about it or not)

heart attack. also contributed by jesmine.
-lie the person down and raise his/her legs to make the heart pump slower.
(hmm. won't the casualty just die faster.)

oh yeahhhh, leadership camp is like next week, and im just looking forward to see how many gu-niangs im going to spot there. that shall be my amusement over the weekend.

if any kee-siao person wishes to find me over next weekend, i'll be at sarimbun scout camp, and good luck to you trekking through the jungles and trying not to get consumed by the overwhelming natural vegetation there :)

Labels: lame as usual