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louisa
920507
adps
sngs
hci
Tuesday, October 30, 2007

haha if it doesnt work out then at most give it up lor.
hahahahahaha.
what a wonderful backup plan.
i shall brainwash myself into thinking that it's all going to be just fine.

chinese Os in 2 days time and i am still happily blogging here.

maybe it's the school's extra lessons and its evil aura that's affecting me.
i'm feeling murderous again.
bad bad bad.

maybe they're right.
maybe i shouldnt be forcing myself to do something that i dont want to.
at least, something that i'm not entirely sure i want to.
oh no, i dont recall ever being this indecisive.

old insecurities.
keeping them could be equally helpful or else equally detrimental.
you don't understand.
you're making it worse, not better.
shut the _____ up.