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Friday, September 07, 2007

this is SO, SO WEIRD.
it's been like something out of someone else's life, to quote my all-time favourite literary character, HARRY POTTER :D
although he was saying it in a romantic context to ginny.
but i mean it in a "my-life-is-crazy" kind of context.
i want my old life back, if i had one in the first place.

sana course today and there were like a load of IDIOTS there.
really.

first one is that alan person.
"为什么我会在这里~~~~~~~"
the last word in a very off-tune, off-pitch kind of tone.
earsore, earsore.
then he keep acting gay and whatnot.
eyesore, eyesore.
then he keep teasing stnicks some more.
rawrr.
you will really feel like slapping him.

second one is that colin person.
he and jesmine got pulled up to the stage to do some weird drug roleplay thing.
then jesmine was being her usual lame self.
"i got some drugs here, you want?"
and he took ever so long to dream up an amazingly witty response of:
"Must I?"
-rolls eyes-
i hope you sensed the sarcasm.

and then when aikching's group was doing the roleplay thing,
he apparently got very pissed when they made him the 'drug addict'.
and ended up causing the entire group to have to rework the entire skit again.
lousaye pok.
anyway, i was wondering if he was actually acting the first time round,
because he looked ever so convincing as a drug addict!
he was like stumbling listlessly around and muttering incoherently to himself,
and i even thought he was acting out the part where drug addicts are sposed to have outbursts of temper.
only to realise that he was pissed because he'd just forgotten his line -.-
poor aikching.
i can only begin to imagine what it must be like sitting behind this person.
probably worse than s_______.

and the third one, though maybe i shall be nice and give her the benefit of doubt, is jess.
all i said was "sorry, excuse me, may i go to the toilet"
and she thought i called her something bad.
like, OOPS,
i didnt know sorry/excuse me was a horribly bad word.
i shall place it next to f*** in my list of taboo words.

but i FINALLY satisfied my long-standing craving for kfc today!
wheeee.
im very happyyyyy now :D
kind of.
in a rather superficial way.

i want to quit pretending, because it's really hard.
but i cant break my promises, can i?
i promised you, and promised myself, to keep on pretending.
it's not tht i dont care about what'll happen to ________ if i come clean, you know.
they already know.
so this is becoming so pointless.
pointless.