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louisa
920507
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Thursday, August 23, 2007

i thought i knew what i signed up, voluntarily or not, for.
in the end,
heck what anyone signed up for.
its not exactly mixed up or confusing, you know.
its actually pretty straightforward.
it's like...
oh, what's the phrase?
orderly chaos.
to use some form of analogy,
its like this huge ball of string thats all tangled up and messy.
but actually, in order to sort out the mess,
all you have to do is untie just one single knot.

once upon a happier time, i would've trusted you unconditionally.
now, i alternate between thinking and stoning sessions,
both of which were supposed to help me figure out what to do,
and i still cant think whether to trust you.

一下子把我贬得一文不值,
一下子把我捧得高高在上,
你到底想怎样?