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louisa
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Thursday, July 19, 2007

i am honestly going mad.

one thing i want to make clear.
I
AM
NOT
AN
IDIOT.

So, stop treating me like one.
you dolt.

i dont mean to sound all depressed and angsty or whatever.
but i do feel rather sad for myself.

...

i ought to get over it soon.
as tomoe said,
worse things are going to happen.
i'd best be ready when it comes.
not like it's going to stop and wait for me to brace myself either.

weird, isnt it.
the same situation can be contorted into two so very drastically different ways.
it all depends on the person herself, and circumstances around.
there's always got to be someone on the losing end.
maybe that someone is me.
it's too early to tell, i suppose.

...

i am still rather disgruntled at being treated like an idiot.
i was under the impression that i was supposed to be working WITH you, not FOR you.