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louisa
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

i have just been looking through dtc photos in an attempt to remind myself that i've been through this before, and there's no reason why i can't do it again.

fat lot of good that did.

whenever i saw the photos of ________, my hand would start shaking so badly that i couldn't press the button to go to the next pic, cos the whole cursor would be trembling.

so maybe, maybe if i go and really see this kind of scene on that day, my hands will start shaking and i will end up dropping everything that i attempt to pick up.

or maybe my legs will start shaking, and then they will give way, and then i will faint.

or maybe my head will start shaking and i will look like i'm attempting to do indian dance.

and, for the record:

i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY dislike answering stupid questions.

as in, really.
(okay i just realise that was super redundant but wells)

sigh.
i shall go and put myself into the right mindset.
(in case anyone thinks that the 'right mindset' is the politically-correct one, i'm sorry to say it isn't haha)