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Monday, May 28, 2007
that does it.
that was the last straw, and now i'm through.
i never want to see you again, neither do i ever want to talk to you again.
theres no one else to blame.
you can pretend nothing happened.
but the truth is, it did happen.
face it.
if theres but one thing i learned from com, its this:
dont try to run from the truth, from reality.
it'll just come right back and hit you smack in the face.
you keep hiding behind that mask,
someday you'll become that mask.
and you'll lose yourself totally,
and by the time you realise it, it's too late.
but nobody can make you understand
because you refuse to understand.
instead of trying to understand,
you go to someone whom you think will understand.
but in actual fact, that someone doesn't understand.
when the blind meets the blind, darkness and light are no different.
that was the last straw, and now i'm through.
i never want to see you again, neither do i ever want to talk to you again.
theres no one else to blame.
you can pretend nothing happened.
but the truth is, it did happen.
face it.
if theres but one thing i learned from com, its this:
dont try to run from the truth, from reality.
it'll just come right back and hit you smack in the face.
you keep hiding behind that mask,
someday you'll become that mask.
and you'll lose yourself totally,
and by the time you realise it, it's too late.
but nobody can make you understand
because you refuse to understand.
instead of trying to understand,
you go to someone whom you think will understand.
but in actual fact, that someone doesn't understand.
when the blind meets the blind, darkness and light are no different.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
my official saving plan starts now!!!
MUAHAHA.
sigh. tht means no more occasional self-treats and no more borrowing money.
nvmd. its okay ((:
i hope it works man.
if not, i'll be srsly sad.
decided not to count my savings so far.
got so many 5c coins la.
like wonder where they all came from.
dont rmb saving so many 5c coins in the past leh.
now im like overloaded with 5c coins.
and thts not good.
cos it means i dont have a lot of money,
despite there being alot of coins.
i want my pocket money fund :/
jodie vivian and eehui have been saying since last year that i ought to have a pocket money fund.
till now still havent set up.
haiyaya.
ppl going broke here liao.
发发慈悲吧。
i shall now officially declare that i hate any technological device that starts with the small letter i.
MUAHAHA.
sigh. tht means no more occasional self-treats and no more borrowing money.
nvmd. its okay ((:
i hope it works man.
if not, i'll be srsly sad.
decided not to count my savings so far.
got so many 5c coins la.
like wonder where they all came from.
dont rmb saving so many 5c coins in the past leh.
now im like overloaded with 5c coins.
and thts not good.
cos it means i dont have a lot of money,
despite there being alot of coins.
i want my pocket money fund :/
jodie vivian and eehui have been saying since last year that i ought to have a pocket money fund.
till now still havent set up.
haiyaya.
ppl going broke here liao.
发发慈悲吧。
i shall now officially declare that i hate any technological device that starts with the small letter i.
reason why i never like to show my ppr to my parents.
they dont understand how things work.
my dad was going on about how stupid i became until he realised he was looking at the EXPECTED grade. -.- and it just so happens tht the lovely school has high expectations so everything is like A.
thn he became even more convinced tht i was stupid because i cant hit the expected grade.
RAWRR.
dno how my mum is gna react though. last term she abit scolded me because my L1R5 is double the expected L1R5. :/
我还已经满足了leh.
same old cycle again.
-shakes head-
i seem to not know people very well.
i have been consistently failing their true-friend-tests. :(
they dont understand how things work.
my dad was going on about how stupid i became until he realised he was looking at the EXPECTED grade. -.- and it just so happens tht the lovely school has high expectations so everything is like A.
thn he became even more convinced tht i was stupid because i cant hit the expected grade.
RAWRR.
dno how my mum is gna react though. last term she abit scolded me because my L1R5 is double the expected L1R5. :/
我还已经满足了leh.
same old cycle again.
-shakes head-
i seem to not know people very well.
i have been consistently failing their true-friend-tests. :(
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
lalala siann.
quote from tomoe: i want tmr to end very quickly!
yepp yepp.
cant wait for 6 june!!!
i love doing that.
it arouses JEALOUSY. :D
and there's a freakin lizard in my room again.
GRRRR.
today...
dno la.
happy/sad/irritated/pissed.
you choose, haha.
which of my moods do you prefer?
omitted zi-high because thts not likely to happen soon.
zzzzzzzzz.
THREE TESTS TMR.
maybe ppr? eeee dont want la :/
plus lovely awwa, where i might just scream and yell at the kids if they try to throw crayons at me or throttle me. OR make huge lines on each other's books and then throw themselves on the floor as if playing dead.
and then assembly period is replaced by MATH
yaye how wonderful man.
holiday's looking lovely.
not.
like wht tomoe says
19 hours more
till i can say goodbye to your freakin attitude for a whole blissful month
mum is watching deal or no deal now.
the fella is amusing.
pilot cum teacher cum new-deal-or-no-deal-joke.
what a guy.
zzzzz.
19 hours more.
Just 19 hours more.
quote from tomoe: i want tmr to end very quickly!
yepp yepp.
cant wait for 6 june!!!
i love doing that.
it arouses JEALOUSY. :D
and there's a freakin lizard in my room again.
GRRRR.
today...
dno la.
happy/sad/irritated/pissed.
you choose, haha.
which of my moods do you prefer?
omitted zi-high because thts not likely to happen soon.
zzzzzzzzz.
THREE TESTS TMR.
maybe ppr? eeee dont want la :/
plus lovely awwa, where i might just scream and yell at the kids if they try to throw crayons at me or throttle me. OR make huge lines on each other's books and then throw themselves on the floor as if playing dead.
and then assembly period is replaced by MATH
yaye how wonderful man.
holiday's looking lovely.
not.
like wht tomoe says
19 hours more
till i can say goodbye to your freakin attitude for a whole blissful month
mum is watching deal or no deal now.
the fella is amusing.
pilot cum teacher cum new-deal-or-no-deal-joke.
what a guy.
zzzzz.
19 hours more.
Just 19 hours more.
Monday, May 21, 2007
zzz.
its the last week of school and i feel totally siann diao.
i dont want huangshan!!!
anybody want to go in my place? :D
guess not.
irritating laaaaaaaaaa.
xian shi kao cha being postponed to thursday is a bad thing.
now on the last week of school, we officially have:
chem test (featuring the most hated mole concept)
xian shi kao cha
amath test, coordinate geometry
THREE TESTS ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL LEH.
wht a wonderful way to end off the term.
feeling sucky, that is.
how can you still be happy after three tests?
esp since i hate math and i now hate chem thanks to dearest MOLE.
踢开你是个愿望，
摆脱你是个梦想。
有时蔑视别人，
有时贬低自己。
整天生活在梦幻世界，只是辛苦而已。
因为虚拟的世界迟早会破碎。
等到掉入现实生活中才来清醒，
未免太迟了吧。
its the last week of school and i feel totally siann diao.
i dont want huangshan!!!
anybody want to go in my place? :D
guess not.
irritating laaaaaaaaaa.
xian shi kao cha being postponed to thursday is a bad thing.
now on the last week of school, we officially have:
chem test (featuring the most hated mole concept)
xian shi kao cha
amath test, coordinate geometry
THREE TESTS ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL LEH.
wht a wonderful way to end off the term.
feeling sucky, that is.
how can you still be happy after three tests?
esp since i hate math and i now hate chem thanks to dearest MOLE.
踢开你是个愿望，
摆脱你是个梦想。
有时蔑视别人，
有时贬低自己。
整天生活在梦幻世界，只是辛苦而已。
因为虚拟的世界迟早会破碎。
等到掉入现实生活中才来清醒，
未免太迟了吧。
Friday, May 18, 2007
ahha!!! yaye blogger is backk. now i dont have to face tht silly horcrux post anymore.
eehui is uncontactable. ah wells.
siann. i dont want to go for ndp tmr!!! bla bla bla bla. :/
cant stand lovely mr _________ and lovely mr ________________.
lousy poks.
eeyur.
_________ just asked me for someone's no.
and obviously, me being a human and not a telephone book, i dont know the number.
then she gives me this lovely face: -.-
OEI
I
AM
NOT
A
TELEPHONE
BOOK
YOU
IDIOT
rawrr. :/
i want to box that 'draft autosaved' button at the bottom of this screen.
its distracting.
okay.
i think i must be going mad now.
-random comment-
i think i should be nicer to my parents :D
-end of random comment-
SIANN LA stupid ndp
:/
i think my passion for snsj seems to be qt re-ignited
judging by how i am willing to try and pon huangshan just to go jtc
now to re-ignite my passion for sj itself
tht includes ndp
but because of ndp
i doubt its going to be re-ignited very soon, teehee.
i still havent forgotten the non-existent ndp training, mind you.
waste my time, cheat my feelings.
RAWRR
okay i am stuck without details for the duathlon now.
i only knw need to reach there by 5, hee.
i shall get details from eehui tmr
but she probably nt gna wake up at 8 plus in the morning right.
siann.
uhh.
jesmine?
HURR SHE'S NOT GOING NDP LA IDIOT.
walau.
STUPID DUATHLON CHEAT MY FEELINGS HUH, DONT WANT TO SEND ME THE EMAIL.
BOX YOU THEN YOU KNOW AH.
i am being violent again (:
it was the last cca today.
didnt feel like it though.
but it was one of the best ccas i seem to have experienced in a long time.
maybe because i feel we did sth constructive (:
now i knw why didnt feel like last cca liao.
cos for the past two years, last cca has been characterized by red badge crying.
just now nv see them crying.
so maybe the impact hasnt been felt yet.
hard to imagine tht the next 'baris sedia' will not be by them anymore.
excluding jtc lah.
hurr.
i cant wait for 6 june!!! -grin-
okay. this is a rather long and disorganized blog post. but heck la.
ehh ass la i just realised hotmail doesnt save my msgs into the 'sent' folder, so i lost my quiz.
nvmd shall make lokyin send it back :D
its been flashing lightning for dno how long liao.
okay tmr is ndp right.
must rmb bring ziploc bag and, er, beret.
haha.
我不要戴一个毛毛的beret。
很丑。
okay i am bored now.
just wna say that itunes sucks.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
the wind outside the window is nice.
whee.
REPORTING TIME 5 AM
UNEARTHLY HOUR MAN.
pfft.
all in the name of CIP.
-sigh-
okay i shall end here.
it has been a rather confusing post.
AND I STILL HATE ITUNES.
that said, byebye.
eehui is uncontactable. ah wells.
siann. i dont want to go for ndp tmr!!! bla bla bla bla. :/
cant stand lovely mr _________ and lovely mr ________________.
lousy poks.
eeyur.
_________ just asked me for someone's no.
and obviously, me being a human and not a telephone book, i dont know the number.
then she gives me this lovely face: -.-
OEI
I
AM
NOT
A
TELEPHONE
BOOK
YOU
IDIOT
rawrr. :/
i want to box that 'draft autosaved' button at the bottom of this screen.
its distracting.
okay.
i think i must be going mad now.
-random comment-
i think i should be nicer to my parents :D
-end of random comment-
SIANN LA stupid ndp
:/
i think my passion for snsj seems to be qt re-ignited
judging by how i am willing to try and pon huangshan just to go jtc
now to re-ignite my passion for sj itself
tht includes ndp
but because of ndp
i doubt its going to be re-ignited very soon, teehee.
i still havent forgotten the non-existent ndp training, mind you.
waste my time, cheat my feelings.
RAWRR
okay i am stuck without details for the duathlon now.
i only knw need to reach there by 5, hee.
i shall get details from eehui tmr
but she probably nt gna wake up at 8 plus in the morning right.
siann.
uhh.
jesmine?
HURR SHE'S NOT GOING NDP LA IDIOT.
walau.
STUPID DUATHLON CHEAT MY FEELINGS HUH, DONT WANT TO SEND ME THE EMAIL.
BOX YOU THEN YOU KNOW AH.
i am being violent again (:
it was the last cca today.
didnt feel like it though.
but it was one of the best ccas i seem to have experienced in a long time.
maybe because i feel we did sth constructive (:
now i knw why didnt feel like last cca liao.
cos for the past two years, last cca has been characterized by red badge crying.
just now nv see them crying.
so maybe the impact hasnt been felt yet.
hard to imagine tht the next 'baris sedia' will not be by them anymore.
excluding jtc lah.
hurr.
i cant wait for 6 june!!! -grin-
okay. this is a rather long and disorganized blog post. but heck la.
ehh ass la i just realised hotmail doesnt save my msgs into the 'sent' folder, so i lost my quiz.
nvmd shall make lokyin send it back :D
its been flashing lightning for dno how long liao.
okay tmr is ndp right.
must rmb bring ziploc bag and, er, beret.
haha.
我不要戴一个毛毛的beret。
很丑。
okay i am bored now.
just wna say that itunes sucks.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
the wind outside the window is nice.
whee.
REPORTING TIME 5 AM
UNEARTHLY HOUR MAN.
pfft.
all in the name of CIP.
-sigh-
okay i shall end here.
it has been a rather confusing post.
AND I STILL HATE ITUNES.
that said, byebye.
