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louisa
920507
adps
sngs
hci
Thursday, April 12, 2007

i really really REALLY dont want to go school tmr.
but i cant be sick tmr cos i got that dumb-ass bio presentation to do.
sick and go home halfway?
hope so, pray so.
but that seldom happens in real life.
i am just denying reality after all.


i realise what they mean now.
to not always think of yourself as being in the worst predicament on earth,
because you never know what others went through and didnt tell you.
to not impose your own discomfort with your own situation onto others
who, for all you know, may be experiencing something worse than you, or may have done so.
i finally understand, but now i dont know whether i should thank you or not for letting me understand that.

what were you doing when i was stuck in a similar mess?
i clearly dont remember you helping me in any way.
all i remember is you giving me bushuang faces and cold stares, as if to tell me that i asked for it and it's all my fault that im so lousy i cant cope with anything.
im sorry, but thats what i remember.
and when ______ happened, what you did was to tell me that if anything went wrong, i asked for it all and i should have seen it coming. thanks alot.

i need a space to breathe, pronto.