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Friday, April 13, 2007
go and die man rawrr.
for the first time, i really really really felt like scolding someone the f word.
i dont know whts going on actually. all i know is that suddenly everything's come to this and it's not something i like.
it is not a given that because i've done this, i can, will and must do it again.
it is not a given that i must be at your beck and call because i am not your dog or servant, i have a life of my own to lead and YOU are certainly not going to take control of it. i cannot afford to change my entire schedule to suit your whims and fancies.
you have taken the last bit of my passion for granted and trampled all over it.
now that it's gone, there are only two options.
to find it back, or to give up on it.
and the latter is so much easier to achieve.
i like the song 傀儡 by 牛奶 now, not cos of the melody or wdv, but maybe its the lyrics that i like.
受够你的约束快还给我自由
不想继续任由你摆布
我要走我的路
不相信你不会藏着世界的残酷
总有一天你的身边不会有一个人报复
脱下你的面具
露出着你的面孔
甜言蜜语已经没有用
说出你的阴谋
界限已被你超越
我不再对你有眷恋
让回忆就消失在黑暗的宇宙间
不再做你的傀儡
你的枷锁弄得我好累
不再做你的傀儡
我有梦想去追寻
不再做你的傀儡
不在乎你到底对不对
不再做你的傀儡
抛弃的爱已经要不回
发现不再为你掉下一滴眼泪
绝望在内心泛滥成灾
脑海已变空白
不相信这世界会有所谓的真爱
我正以为松开我的防备
命运我来主宰
脱下你的面具
露出着你的面孔
甜言蜜语已经没有用
说出你的阴谋
界限已被你超越
我不再对你有眷恋
让回忆就消失在黑暗的宇宙间
and the parts after this arent really relevant. wells wells.
how amazing that something so very perfect in the past could wind up like this.
LIKE THIS.
it seems pathetic, and i deduce it IS pathetic.
now, everything to do with _________ is pathetic.
never have i hated anyone/anything with so much passion.
never have i dreaded anything this intensely before.
THANKS TO YOU.
佩服佩服。
lousy idiots.
for the first time, i really really really felt like scolding someone the f word.
i dont know whts going on actually. all i know is that suddenly everything's come to this and it's not something i like.
it is not a given that because i've done this, i can, will and must do it again.
it is not a given that i must be at your beck and call because i am not your dog or servant, i have a life of my own to lead and YOU are certainly not going to take control of it. i cannot afford to change my entire schedule to suit your whims and fancies.
you have taken the last bit of my passion for granted and trampled all over it.
now that it's gone, there are only two options.
to find it back, or to give up on it.
and the latter is so much easier to achieve.
i like the song 傀儡 by 牛奶 now, not cos of the melody or wdv, but maybe its the lyrics that i like.
受够你的约束快还给我自由
不想继续任由你摆布
我要走我的路
不相信你不会藏着世界的残酷
总有一天你的身边不会有一个人报复
脱下你的面具
露出着你的面孔
甜言蜜语已经没有用
说出你的阴谋
界限已被你超越
我不再对你有眷恋
让回忆就消失在黑暗的宇宙间
不再做你的傀儡
你的枷锁弄得我好累
不再做你的傀儡
我有梦想去追寻
不再做你的傀儡
不在乎你到底对不对
不再做你的傀儡
抛弃的爱已经要不回
发现不再为你掉下一滴眼泪
绝望在内心泛滥成灾
脑海已变空白
不相信这世界会有所谓的真爱
我正以为松开我的防备
命运我来主宰
脱下你的面具
露出着你的面孔
甜言蜜语已经没有用
说出你的阴谋
界限已被你超越
我不再对你有眷恋
让回忆就消失在黑暗的宇宙间
and the parts after this arent really relevant. wells wells.
how amazing that something so very perfect in the past could wind up like this.
LIKE THIS.
it seems pathetic, and i deduce it IS pathetic.
now, everything to do with _________ is pathetic.
never have i hated anyone/anything with so much passion.
never have i dreaded anything this intensely before.
THANKS TO YOU.
佩服佩服。
lousy idiots.
